logbook// 26th of december 2018 on #youcantfillthevoid

hello lovely world people out there, decided to finally start writing little stories, honest stories, stories i go on and on about in my head and sometimes stories that i don’t have an answer to.. hope you like reading it and get a bit of a spin for your own day by day// life story

#youcantfillthevoid

..you need to realize that there is nothing that will make you happy that you don’t already have within..

simple to say. not easy to live. for most of us it seems much easier to always be surrounded by some sort of distraction or noise. keeping ourself busy, keeps us from listening to what is on the inside. actually to listen to what is really important. instead of making time and space to reflect about us in the quietness and non-distraction of our mind we keep us busy constantly. well, i believe we do that to avoid thinking if we are really happy with who we are. simply us, not the things we own, not the person we appear to be.

..just the human being we are when we let go of everything we think we are..

i can’t stop thinking about it. isn’t it exciting to find out who we are without all the covers and layers that we attach to our personalities along the years? isn’t it just enough to be the true person we are? find out your bare minimum? your true USP? do we need to add and mimic several layers of personality instead of just being who we are? what are we afraid of? are we afraid of the emptiness and shallowness that we might discover? eventually..

i learned that by letting go of all that we gathered around us, we might find a simple version of ourselves. i believe this is the version we should nourish and love the most. if we are not happy on this level we will not find happiness by adding more and more layers. and end up needing more and more and more without finding what you’re looking for..

i believe you can find true happiness in you, mostly in all the places you are afraid to look. all the places of your personality that might seem boring and not exciting enough in this world. they are what makes you a human being. nurture that. chase that. expose that. we all should be more who we truly are instead of who believe we should be. let go. and be. be the person you are instead of who you think you should be. trust me, there is much beauty in that.

thank you for reading until this point, means the world to me..

much love, K