logbook// 11th of october 2018 on #discernthebeautyoflife

hello lovely world people out there, decided to finally start writing little stories, honest stories, stories i go on and on about in my head and sometimes stories that i don’t have an answer to.. hope you like reading it and get a bit of a spin for your own day by day// life story

#discernthebeautyoflife

yes, here i am again. still alive. still broken. still lost. aren't we all?

aren't we all looking for this special sparkle in life? this special something that gives our life a meaning? i believe we all do.. always on the hunt, always on the go.. if this moment comes we don’t want to miss it right? but you know what? there is no thing that you will find one day.. it won't happen over night, neither outside of you anyway. you have to start within you first.. fix yourself first. start to be grateful for every little moment, every little day. enjoy and appreciate the little things. spend time alone. surround yourself with plus people. those who give you something that makes you feel alive. as soon as you truly start to embrace and live this strategy you will feel alive again. you will feel yourself again. and as soon as you see there is beauty everywhere, you will close your circle and you will not loose this inner happiness again. having a bad day is a natural part of life and it doesn't mean you have a bad life. nope babe. it means that you accept that as a part of the whole. but you also start to work daily on expanding this little but solid chunk of happiness in you. and only by doing this you discover growth. and it becomes a habit. and out of nothing this becomes your special little sparkle in life. day by day.

i learned happiness is only 10% genetics and 90% what we make out of it. this is all i need to say: you are your captain, you decide how you face all the things that life throws at you. and yes, i agree sometimes life throws whole lot of shit at you. take it, accept it, try to understand the lesson. even this will pass. after each night the sun rises again. after each heavy storm the clouds disappear. and those moments show us that it is worth holding on to see what is coming next. and always seeing the silver lining in every “bad” moment..

having faith of the unknown is what keeps me going, day by day. i have no clue where this journey goes but i just enjoy what there is. small conversations, throwing a big smile at a stranger, saying thank you and truly appreciate.. and the little happiness starts to multiply exponentially.. we have all only little power but this little power can become a super power when used right. everything we do is just a little piece of the big puzzle in our life so why not discerning to find the hidden treasures, the little sparkles, the little beauty in every moment? keep going, keep fighting, keep believing and most important never give up living this momentum. because it will get you to your personal outlook of happiness.

your life is what you make out of it. stop complaining. start creating, start living by example. start being grateful for the very little things.

thank you for reading until this point, means the world to me..

much love, K