logbook// 10th of july 2018 on #lifeisanautopilot

hello lovely world people out there, decided to finally start writing little stories, honest stories, stories i go on and on about in my head and sometimes stories that i don’t have an answer to.. hope you like reading it and get a bit of a spin for your own day by day// life story


I learned everything in life happens for a reason and most of the time you are not able to figure out why things happen as they happen to you in life. especially me, who is a little of an over-thinker from time to time, i do question many things and sometimes just don’t want to accept what life gives me.. it feels like it doesn’t make sense.. but there is a bigger lesson behind that..

in my perspective life seems to function according to something that i would call an auto-pilot and we are the ones that will probably never know how to use the navigation.. it is like a rollercoaster ride and the rollercoaster is on rails and the rails are the way of our destiny.. you never know which way it turns in the next moment but you know that you sit in the wagon and you have little choice which way it will go..

so here is my manual how to deal with this: we can open our senses and enjoy every little moment of the fantastic ride because if we look at it, life is truly beautiful.. wherever we go, whoever we meet, everything that happens to us, gives us something and enhances us to become a better person.. every encounter leaves a trace, either on our mindset, on what we know, on our hearts and on our skin, sometimes even much deeper than all of the above. it is an experience and a sparkle that we will carry with us forever..

and once you start to see the beauty of a bigger plan you realize you can enjoy the ride because at some point the stops the rollercoaster takes is like: “oh wow, never *expected* to stop here..” it is like when you get lost in a new city or landscape because you just didn’t follow the path you had in mind for you in first place and you end up to see way more beauty than you could ever while looking and sticking to the initial plan on the map..

so lovely people.. give it a try: don’t try so hard to find out how to use the navigation (expectations, overthinking, not being in the present moment etc..) but just take a deep breath and connect to this tingling feeling in your belly when you know the rollercoaster is getting really fast in a split second.. this is your intuition that takes over the autopilot and she knows which way to go..

so promise yourself to enjoy those little sparkles that you pick up on the way, keep the memories in your heart, learn and save the lessons you get for free at each turn, crossroad and stop. especially the good, the bad and the ugly ones. they all mold you into the human being you are about to become..

but let me tell you one thing: if you feel the rollercoaster did take a wrong turn, speak up and tell the universe that it is not okay and that you cannot accept that. i am not saying it will help, but as much as i believe in a bigger plan in life, i still believe that 99% is destiny and 1% is chance. and only by speaking up we can have a little influence on the direction our life goes and the universe might backpedal for a second to reconsider if what just happened is really meant to be the right path for you..

speak up if you feel you need to, it will create a standstill that might be crucial.. a little nudge on your direction might mean a big impact on your whole direction in life..

thank you for reading until this point, means the world to me..

much love, K